Crapping

BABY FOOD!!!!!
haha yeap, I just got some new "accesories" attached to my braces and it hurts like getting circumcised with a guillotine to chew. So, I'm forced to eat baby food for now until I get used to the pain. Aside from tasting, smelling and looking like yellowish mush, it's actually not that bad, I mean hey, it's nutritious and non-fattening right?=)

Haha well, my results were just revealed to me today at school and it was quite appalling... It was okay for me to fail maths but I didnt expect to get such bad grades for english. here are my grades:

English: C5
E Maths: E8
A Maths: F9
Malay: B4
Chem: B4(MIRACLE)
Physics: C5
Lit/SS: A1
L1R5: 27

Oh well... well, I thank God for my one A1 and I pray and work hard for more As. haha I was quite surprised when Mrs Ang announced that I scored the highest for Literature in the level and I don't really think I deserve it. The irony is that throughtout the exam period I didnt touch my Lit materials even once. And before the Humanities paper, while all the History and Geography people were busy mugging their final notes, I went up to them and said:

"Okay, time for me to do my Literature preparation"

then I sat down,
and slept. haha oh well. I did that quite wisely since I have a curse of being dreadfully sleepy during the second paper which literature just happened to be. So due to the sleeping, I was wide awake during the lit paper=D.

hahaha yay going to Japan tmr quite excited. I only have one thing against the trip and that is that I would be missing 2 weeks of church:(..... oh well.

well enough crapping for today, signing of. God bless you alll!!!!:D

Feeeelings, woahwoahwoah, feeeelings

"I don't think I like my wife anymore!"

Dan looked at his friend, furrowing his eyebrows,
"Go home and love her,"
"You don't understand, I have no feelings for her anymore, It's not what it used to be,"
"I didn't ask you how you felt about her, I asked you to go home and love her,"
"But then I'd be emotionally dishonest to myself if I treat her that way when I don't feel the same way!"

Dan furrowed his eyebrows again and continued,
"Robert, does your mother love you?"
Robert was abit offended by this question,
"Of course she does!" He answered
"Well, a few weeks after she brought you home from the hospital you were screaming at the top of your voice in the middle of the night with dirty diapers and she had to wake up dog tired, trudge on the cold floor, change your miserable diapers and feed you a bottle- did you think she really got a bang out of that?"
"No..."
"Well, I think your mother was being emotionally dishonest to herself,"

The Light of the World

Recently, I read a very meaningful poem in a book. It went something like this:

~

The night has a thousand eyes

and the day has but one;

The light of the whole world dies

with the setting of the sun.

~

very cheem but try to understand it:)

It's OVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER

YEEEEESH Mid years is OVER!!!! SLACK TIME

haha I wish, still got O lvls to prepare for although I'm not as crazy as SOME people who start revising the moment they got home from exams =___=
I'll start revising during the second half of the first week of June hols.

Today's paper was the worst.... Killer A maths paper 2. Well, I studied the day before and in the morning. But before I went into the exam hall, I already accepted the fact that I was very likely to fail the paper, but I promised myself to give it my best and so I did. In the end it turned out exactly as I foresaw it sigh... worst 2 and a half hours of my life. I'll polish my amath during the hols which is one thing I can look forward too:)

Kays I'll list out the highlights of my holidays

24th May: NIHON TRIP
That's right! You read correctly, I'm going to the land of the rising sun(I always wonder why they call it that). My mom suddenly decided to go to Japan today and is bringing me and my bro along, so dun forget to check out my blog when I return:D
P.S. (pray I dun get swine flu >.<)

12th June: AMKPC YOUTH CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY cant wait for youth camp:D Although, it is abit of a bummer that it has to be held in a Secondary School but oh well, I'm sure it'll be fun. I guess they can't hold it elshewhere cuz of the flu threat(darn swines....)

Every Sunday: Church!
haha I know this is abit dumb cuz it's not really a holiday highlight but church is always a highlight for me at any time:D

WE HATE SWINE FLU!!!!! Let's all go kosher:D

Kay, time to have fun and after that MUUUUUUUUUUUUG from dawn to dusk. Can't wait to get the 'O's over and done with.

MYE

MID YEARSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

haha it's been the loooooooongest time since I last blogged haha. 4 days of exam has come and gone. english, malay, SS, Chemistry and Amaths paper 1.... and one more week to go!! haha

I really hope I'll do well for maths this time round.

Hrmmm.... cant wait for the exams to end. Lately, I've been learning to slowly live my Christ in line with how God wants me to live. Learning Sincerity.

I've been feeling very hypocritical, not practicing what I preach. God I hope this will change. I'm tired of living a double life.
I discovered that it is what you do when no one is around you that defines who you truly are. And sadly speaking, I'm not acting like how I ought to be. I will do my best to strive towards Christlikeness=)

okay that aside, I finally entered in the captions to all the pictures in my malaysia trip pictures so go check it out if you were confused before

I miss heaven, I miss His face.

Strange how I can miss a place and a person I've never seen before